My Life...

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on - I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT!

Put me back together or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the pieces then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way - NOTHING IS WHAT IT SEEMS!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
If the pain goes on - I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT!
All I've got, all I've got is insane

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
If the pain goes on, I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT!

All I've got, all I've got is insane.

Eternal the kiss I breath
Siphon your blood to me
Feel my wounds of your god
Forever rape mortality
I smell of death
I reek of hate
I will live forever
Lost child pay the dead
Bleeding screams of silence
In my veins your eternity

I'll kill you and your dreams tonight
Begin new life
Bleed your death upon me
Let your bloodline feed my youth

First breath born come alive learn to kill
Bloodfest awaits to feed your hunger
Dark side has no rival test your faith in blood
Night hides the hunting packs a feeding frenzy

I'll kill you and your dreams tonight
Begin new life
Bleed your death upon me
Let your bloodline feed my youth

I am the first not the last
Condemned by a single kiss
Betrayed eternally I'll rip inside your soul
Contaminating the world
Defying god and son
Black heart that brings your death
Living in infamy

Drink the flesh of life itself
Prepare to reign a thousand years

I'll kill you and your dreams tonight
Begin new life
Bleed your death upon me
Let your bloodline feed my youth

Blame god chosen children
As you die I'm immortal
Faithless no religion
Stalking prey is my confession
Captive blood enslavement
Pain and hunger drives your madness
Drink flesh life itself
Prepare to reign a thousand years

Der Wahnsinn
Ist nur eine schmale Brücke
Die Ufer sind Vernunft und Trieb
Ich steig Dir nach
Das Sonnenlicht den Geist verwirrt
Ein blindes Kind das vorwärts kriecht
Weil es seine Mutter riecht
Die Spur ist frisch und auf die Brücke
Tropft dein Schweiss Dein warmes Blut
Ich seh Dich nicht
Ich riech Dich nur Ich spüre Dich
Ein Raubtier das vor Hunger schreit
Witter Ich Dich meilenweit
Du riechst so gut
Du riechst so gut
Ich geh Dir hinterher
Du riechst so gut
Ich finde Dich
So gut
Ich steig Dir nach
Du riechst so gut
Gleich hab Ich Dich
Ich warte bis es dunkel ist
Dann fass Ich an die nasse Haut
Verrate Mich nicht
Oh siehst Du nicht die Brücke brennt
Hör auf zu schreien und wehr Dich nicht
Weil Sie sonst auseinander bricht
Du riechst so gut
Du riechst so gut
Ich geh Dir hinterher
Du riechst so gut
Ich finde Dich
So gut
Ich steig Dir nach
Du riechst so gut
Gleich hab Ich Dich
Du riechst so gut
Du riechst so gut
Ich geh Dir hinterher
Du riechst so gut
Ich finde Dich
So gut
Ich fass Dich an
Du riechst so gut
Jetzt hab Ich Dich
Du riechst so gut
Du riechst so gut
Ich geh Dir hinterher

i'm an original victim, rejected, infected
i'm a loser, i'm a winner, a born again sinner
cut my throat and watch it bleed
a putrid tragedy and i hate you and you hate me
so stand in line motherfuckers, don't waste my time

you'll see me in the headlines
manipulate your simple minds
so put your hands up in praise
i'm your god and you're my slave

and people hate me
cos i'm better than you
and people hate me
and that's the motherfucking truth
people hate me
and you can all fuck off
i'm perfect, pissed off, beautiful and god

i'm a hooker, i'm your priest, i'm your branded disease
im satan, your destruction, your unwanted abortion
and now i'm singing out of key about god and your tv
and all your children will worship me
so give me your drugs, your bitches and your STD's

you'll see me in the headlines
manipulate your simple minds
so put your hands up in praise
i'm your god and you're my slave

and people hate me
cos i'm better than you
and people hate me
and that's the motherfucking truth
people hate me
and you can all fuck off
i'm perfect, pissed off, beautiful and god

i'm wicked, and i took your middle finger, double kissed it
i know what drugs can do, been chemically abused
cut my throat and watch it bleed
a putrid tragedy and i hate you and you hate me
???

meet me in the headlines
manipulate your simple minds
so put your hands up in praise
i'm your god

???
no blood in your serenade
i'm a human hand grenade
I'll never rot and never go away

and people hate me
cos i'm better than you
and people hate me
and that's the motherfucking truth
and people hate me
and you can all fuck off
i'm perfect, pissed off, beautiful
and people hate me
cos i'm better than you
and people hate me
and that's the motherfucking truth
and people hate me
and you can all fuck off
i'm perfect, pissed off, beautiful and god

We have no future, heaven wasn't made for me
We burn ourselves to hell, as fast as it can be
And I wish that I could be a king, then I'd know that I am not alone

Maggots put on shirts, sell each others shit
Sometimes I feel so worthless, sometimes I feel discarded
I wish that I was good enough, then I'd know that I am not alone

Death is policeman, death is the priest
Death is the stereo, death is a tv
Death is the tarot, death is an angel and
Death is our god, killing us all

She puts the seeds in me, plant this dying tree
She's a burning string and I'm just the ashes
She put the seeds in me, plant this dying tree
She's a burning string and I'm just the ashes